Tuesday, October 26, 2004
went to school in an ok-but-not-so-cheerful mood. who would have expected that the train had to go for servicing at tenan merah all of a sudden! in the end a whole bunch of mj students were late but they'd no choice but to let us in => hee...and i almost freezed to death lor...it was
soooooo cold today lo!..boo`~ plus i brought along a lousy sweater with me arghh...
finally, we handed in our written report today. initally all went well and we finished before 5pm. but after mr tan helped us to edit here and there, we'd to re-print everything and rushed like nuts. we even had to plead the photocoping shop auntie to wait for us because we'd to bind them. lol. anyway, its over! yay`~
dunno why i felt like crap just now. sighh`~ disappointed rather. actually tears were welling up during pw period just now. sigh. its like...the feeling of being neglected...feeling of being unwanted. i know i ought to be understanding but sometimes i wonder...why are things seem to be getting out of hand. would it be too late by the time we try to salvage it? hmm. sian1/2. scared. insecure. zZz`~ i'm afraid to talk it out with friends cos...i dun want them to see the uncouth side of me. sighh~ optimistic? i used to be...but i fell so hard that...i thought i couldnt stand up anymore. sian1/2. everything's so complicated. but if love were more simpler, it'd be less magical. whats urs will always be urs, what isnt...will never be no matter how hard you try to capture it. right? => really miss................`~ hmm. but does he...?
-bu xiao xin dang lei hua luo zui jiao, jiu yong ni wo guo de shuo mo diao-
take me with you
1:33 PM
